New Job New Experience

As i type on this, i'd like to thank God for what I am now. I'm so grateful for what my life looks like. eventhough sometimes, i felt nothing at all. all emptiness that could not be explained. Everything around was just like mannequin. I have so many things to write down here. But, this time i can't explain what mess i feel now. Just want to type. Just want to pour my heart out.

you know what. Have you ever been so down about something that might people thought it was a little matter. People might considered you as a sensitive person. But, what's matter with that. everyone was inherited with their own uniqueness. I think nobody can judge that as it's a human nature. All we can do about this is trying to respect those who have such of feeling of high sensitivity.

I'm as an introvert person don't like to reveal my feeling to others. It's hard to convey them because as I start to open up my self, i'm always shadowed by something called with fearness. what? fearness of what. I don't know. maybe you can answer that. That's why I always find it's so tough to get in touch  with everyone i met in my life.

I'm a little bit freak. maybe that's why nobody wants to be my friend. I got just a few friends during my college. I'm too conservative with my self. and everybody can see it right just after they meet me. what the hell. i don't care. my heart flames. lol

Okay, let us just get back to the topic i wrote above. Yeah, it is about my new job. I love this job. I assist an Export and Import staff of this company. I usually entry the data of PIB ( Import Declaration ), Checking The prohibition of goods based on its post tariff in HS ( harmonized system ). I do love my Job now. But it is not my goal. I'm reaching a brighter future than this. I can be more than this. I have been dreaming of being the ministry of finance. or someone who is very important person who influence the policy of customs and excise in Indonesia or even the world.

So, in here I got so many experiences. All i learned from school is applied obviously here. I'm so happy of beeing a part of this company. I promise I'll give the best of me to elevate these people here. I might be only working in a few months here. A little bit sad, but I have to face it. I sometimes can not take it any longer waiting for my work replacement. But, sometimes, I'm such in love with this place too.

I meet so many people. People with different characters, different cultures, different place, language, foods. I love those all differences. I hope someday, I can be in the place where the people respect each other like this place.

Okay. I was actually not in a good mood writing this. just want to do something in my spare time. And now I'm getting back to my work. I hope i can write more.See you all guys.